Mom, Mama, Drew and Jack

Mom, Mama, Drew and Jack
the adventures of 2 boys and their moms

Saturday, February 27, 2010

Scared to Death......

So, I am scared to death that we are going to lose this pregnancy also.  I don't know which is worse - the ignorant bliss that we enjoyed with our first pregnancy a year ago, or the constant worrying that has come along with this one.  I am constantly overanalyzing everything.  My boobs don't hurt as much, and I haven't been nearly as nauseous in the last couple of days.  But, my temp is still up and I still have terrible heartburn.

To make matters worse, we had a terrible wind and rain storm on Thursday night and the Doc's office was without power on Friday, so they were closed.  I was supposed to get my first beta and progesterone numbers on Friday.  Now I have to wait until Monday - UUGGHHH!!!

This is going to be a loooooooooong first trimester.

Oh, I hope our baby is ok......

7 comments:

cindyhoo2 said...

Oh my goodness! I missed the BFP post. Congrats congrats congrats!!! As for the fear, Ugh, I am so sorry. How I wish you did not have an old injury to make you fear this happy time. As for the lack of EPS, I understand that can happen: as in my friend had TERRIBLE symptoms with one child and NONE with the next. Keeping everything crossed for you.

tireegal68 said...

Oh dears, I hope Monday comes fast! You sound pregnant to me but I understand how this must be so scary and worrisome after what you all went through with little chicklet. I'm fingers crossed and everything else for your little one. Hoping Monday brings great news! And make sure you advocate for yourselves if you want more of anything - whether it's p4 or uktrasounds or what. Did you pee on a stick to put your mind at rest?
Btw - my biggest symptom in the first week was indigestion! I still have it and it's horrible but kind of comforting to know it's a symptom. Sending hugs:)

livieandhermommies said...

Just adds to the story you can tell the baby in November ...

anofferingoflove said...

When I was in your position, a fellow blogger reminded me that I was exactly where I wanted to be and urged me to enjoy every moment of the pregnancy because worrying wouldn't change the outcome either way. It's hard advice to live out, the scars of m/c are so deep, but I found it helpful to try.

Hang in there, one day at a time. You'll get through this nerve-wracking first trimester before you know it. ((()))

Lisa said...

I found keeping myself occupied helped (somewhat) with my wandering mind.

geekandlawyer said...

Sometimes having lesser symptoms are not the sign that you'll miscarry. My mum miscarried 5 times while trying to get her 3 daughters. She always knew the ones she'd miscarry- they were the ones she had morning sickness with.
Don't judge your symptoms.

Michele said...

Fingers crossed!!! I am really hoping that this will be smooth and easy for you guys. Big hugs and Congratulations!!!