Mom, Mama, Drew and Jack

Mom, Mama, Drew and Jack
the adventures of 2 boys and their moms

Sunday, March 15, 2009

AG-O-NIZ-ING!

That is how this TWW is going! I can't stand it any longer.... Today is 5dpo and it seems like it has been at least three times that long that we have been waiting. The good news is we are about halfway there until we can start testing. So it is all downhill from here I guess. Also, AF ALWAYS arrives 10 days past my inseminations. That is Friday, so, if she is not here by then, we can have a bit of hope! I did POAS this morning just to make sure the trigger is out of my system and it is. So, we know when we start testing on Friday, if it is a positive, it will be the real thing!

We have two more rounds of Foster Parent Training this week - Monday and Wednesday night. We have really been having a lot of discussions surrounding foster parenting and I think we are going to switch agencies. The main reason for this is that we want younger children - like under the age of five. The agency we are currently with does 10 and up only. So, we have some decisions to make with that, but we are going to see what happens with whether or not we are pregnant and then make some decisions.

I am going to add a little "cheat sheet" on the side bar for those of you who don't know what all of the acronyms are (POAS, TTC, etc) Check it out under our picture.

It is beautiful here today- going to be 50 degrees and the sun is shining. We'll go for a walk later and look at the two feet of snow still on the ground in the midst of this spring like weather!

6 comments:

cindyhoo2 said...

I am sorry that your 2ww is so tough. The midway mark is the hardest part. Hopefully today marks 5 days before you get your BFP.

Unknown said...

Good vibes, good vibes, good vibes : )

tireegal68 said...

ooh - I am rooting for you!!!! that tww can be excruciating can't it? get busy with some craft projects!!!
I know what you mean about hard decisions re foster parenting - I heard that you wanted younger children and I am glad that you are able to switch agencies so that can happen!
Following your progress with hope and interest -esp as we are on the adoption / fostering road ourselves - albeit much further behind!

Anonymous said...

downhill, right smack into a BFP!! :D

i can understand the inclination to seek out a different foster agency. 10 and up is pretty old already...

keep us posted on all fronts, ive got everything crossed for ya'll!!

Melissa and Terry said...

Hey! I am 5dpi too! We've only had one cycle before this one, which ended in a chemical. My LP last month was 11 days, so we are due to find out about the same time. My period is technically due on Saturday. I am on progesterone this cycle, though, so I really have no clue what to expect. Good luck! We can agonize together!!!!

Anonymous said...

Wishing you the best in this tww!!